Nervous!!!

Tomorrow morning I go to the doctor for another fluoro. I have stuck to full liquids since I was there and was unfilled. I have actually been really stressed and nervous about whether or not my pouch is shrinking back into shape. I am concerned that nothing has happened and that it will still be the same. Other stupid thoughts I am battling:

• Any little twinge or anything is something going on with my band.
• Wondering why I am not starving.
• Even though I am unfilled and on liquids that when I have the liquids that I am stretching my pouch.
• Why aren't I more hungry?
• Why am I getting full on liquids?
• Will the weight I lost really stay off when I go back to solids?
• Will I be able to get a fill back to where I was before without additional visits at $150 each
• Should I go to 1.2 instead of 1.4 fill in case the stretching was caused by being too tight
• And a zillion others!

I will report in tomorrow after the doctor's visit. Stats follow. Really close to goal weight!!!

Official weigh in stats:

• Starting weight: 234 lbs
• Current weight: 153 lbs
• Overall loss: 81 lbs (Broke 80 lbs!!)
• Lbs to goal: 4 lbs