Thursday, April 18, 2013


Someone said to me the other day at camp, "you are just so motivated." I've been thinking about it in the back of my mind ever since. It just bugged me. Not in a bad way, just in a why the heck doesn't that sound right to me way.

I'm not motivated. I think I was when I started this journey. I was extremely motivated to lose weight and make necessary changes to keep it off. That motivation kept me focused on making good choices, exercising, and working on the mental me. But now, I'm not motivated. I am committed though.

I'm committed to exercising because I should and I can. Most days I'm not motivated at all and I'd rather sleep in. I just suck it up and go.

I'm committed to making good food choices most of the time. Frequently I don't want to and continue to fight the inner fluffy me that wants, and oh so loves, crap food. But I'm committed to staying off the slippery slope.

So, I'm committed, but not so motivated...I think that's alright though.


Catherine55 said...

Well, you're motivated to keep your commitment, that's for sure. It takes serious gumption to drag yourself to a workout when you'd much rather be sleeping!! I say, take credit for being motivated (and motivating). You're awesome. :)

FitBy40 said...

Ah,well said.
Whatever gets the job done, right?!

Theresa said...

Send some commitment my way please...I'm committed to sleeping in lately! OY!

Katherine said...

I love this- good for you!